Ok, so today I have two things. One, why do women fear becoming their mothers? I for one am terrified of this. In my mind I have a great reason and I know I can keep myself from reaching that point, but in my mind there is a real terror of this future. This may be why I feel so hurt when she tells me that I can’t do something (i.e. I can’t go to college because I never follow through with things). Ok, maybe that is her just being a dream-killer. Do you fear becoming your mom? Not just the phrases that every mom uses (“Dont’ make me pull this car over…”), but little nuances that makes her her.
Two – does geek = loser? It does in the mind of Godaddy.com. I am looking into buying another domain name – It’s been a year doing the free thing and I think I’ve got something that really fits me now. Yeah, yeah, Anna-Banana.net fit since it’s my name and all, but I just want something different. Something… pink. Be on the lookout for it – it’s my Christmas gift to myself this year.
